Part 2 Cure for a bad day?

I try to avoid him whenever I can and so we keep in contact through text messaging only and I make him laugh a lot. Coz I like making people laugh. And I can go to extremes to bring this about. anyway I hadn’t seen him for over a month because I was hermiting it until my finals were over. and he went overseas for like 2 weeks and now that he's back and my holidays have begun, he texted me. and he's always so kind, and loving to everyone, that I don’t know if he's just being the nice guy he is, or if he's being nice to me because maybe he likes me too? (the glint of hope never really leaves us does it?) when we met up today he was just being himself and sat next to me but my palms got sweaty and I got nervous and I kept stammering and I sounded like I had a stutter. and my voice kept breaking and I did that thing where you try to say stuff in one breath and you forget to keep breathing. and anyway it wasn’t exactly cool. cont'd..part 3